To sleep or not to sleep- That is the question!!!!

Its 14th Nov '09; 9 am. M attending a meeting at JCM 7, Gurgaon. This horror meeting started yesterday. Honestly, Kartik's intentions were good and wishful. He had taken great pains in preparing for this meeting.



But.....did he succeed?????? If this is the idea to celebrate children's day.....then...oops............so childish of him!!!!!



Now, thats a very derogatory accusation from my side. But I have my reasons not to stop complaining. Slept at 3 am and woke up at 7 am; and I am not able to stop yawning. Pankaj is telling me "Nind se bacha le yaar". Kiran is engrossed in his weird thoughts regarding understanding his understanding of sexuality!! An example of perennial confusion!! Deepak is not sleepy though :). He has got his comfort zone of getting sound reaching his ears and nothing getting registered in his rudimentary brain! Rudimentary doesn't mean that it is non-functional; u speak of money and u will find a sudden upsurge in his neuronal activity................oh yes...............he understands money and only money is what he understands. He has no clue what T cells and B cells are..........but his innovative ideas regarding how to earn the best via allowances and bill claims can earn him Prix Galean in Merck!!!

But those are the personal attributes which every angel having horns of demons and every demon shedding tears of a child lost in somewhere in the midst of worldly jostles. What matters is the balance that u strike between this conflict of the angels and the demons who are embedded within your own YOU.

These are the chain of thoughts that actually keeps my neurons from sleeping in this fierce battle of boredom and frustration that is creeping in within every individual attending this meeting.

The choice is a personal one- but one query always remains: TO SLEEP OR NOT TO SLEEP- YES...... thats the biggest question!!!!!!

Time flies by

It starts with your love- not love for anyone; but love for yourself!! You see yourself becoming something; or doing something- dats your aim- a destiny that you have chosen for yourself. Then, you grow up. New things now become a priority in front of your chosen destiny. You wish and you keep wishing that one dat you will do what you always wanted to do. You keep postponing your dreams. You tend to do everything except that one thing. You keep reminding yourself of your priorities and everyday you promise yourself that tomorow I shall reborn to follow my dreams. And this you do everyday....until one day you realise that ITS TOO LATE TO PURSUE YOUR DREAMS. Yes, time flies by....we keep dreaming about the utopia and keep working towards its own demise. Yes, time flies by................ pushing your rudderless ship towards an unknown destination where the only thing that keeps you relieved is that you are still with your ship. Oh yes, time fies by................. and we start dreaming that in the next life we shall achive our dreams; when deep inside we know that one day this heart will give up and body will rot to a slimy mass of organic waste.......makes us wonder if there is a next life ...as the time flies by!!!!